mommys dont deserve naps.

ugh. i had a blast last night going to a spray tan party at my neighbor brittany's house. i got to meet alot of the neighbors & i got my first spray tan. i'm sitting here all like "whoa im too pale for that im gunna look like a carrot!" but brittany did a great job! i look awesome! infact i will admit i spent a decent amount of time in my bathing suit this morning dancing around my room doing the sexy mommy dance. yes i did. its fun to feel good about yourself. today i'm a little mad. i had to take hailyn to speech then PT while eric stayed home and slept. rightfully so i add. but the pt woman decided I should just do the work since hai wont work with her. greeeat. so instead of resting or reading my book in the corner i get to tote p on one hip & manipulate her for an hour. superb. so when i get home im tired. hai fell asleep in her carseat so i carried her up to her room for her to nap. shut the door & let her cry it out while i got phenix, got naked, and crawled into bed for a nice nap with my boys. but nooo hai wouldnt stop crying and sleep. phenix was sucking too loud for eric while he was eating, the dog was barking. so i got up got dressed & brought the kids downstairs. cuz after having them alone all day,night,&today i dont deserve one hour after daddy's had 3-4. i hope you all can imagine what i think of that. im not even mad at eric. im not even mad at hailyn. im mad because hailyn throws tantrums because she cant communicate, and i cant stay awake because im sick and they cant fix it. BUT. the silver lining? i look DAMN good with a tan my dears!
=D HAAAAA! that alone makes me happy! and now im gunna be a total stinkin show off and post a pic of my tan ass in a bikini WHOO and photos of my super cool daught in her shades and my fatty- p. enjoy! ohhh and btw. im awfully proud of this tan. prepare for the possibility of more photos. =P xoxo tan kels.