i truly miss you.

i miss having time on the computer.
i miss being able to update my blog regularly.
i miss privacy.
i miss feeling in charge.
i miss feeling like i knew what i was doing.
i am so lost.
most of all i miss you eileen.
Eileen Joann Yahr passed away tuesday june 14th.
she was my best friend.
my best confidant
and my loving gramma. she and i shared so much.
as another dear friend put it, we were kindered souls, and i truly feel like a peice of me has died with her.
i am sorry fellow bloggers, for not being able to keep up. this is not our home therefore we cant always do what we want. i miss checking up on all of you. leave me a note if youd rather write ^_^ ha. you best believe i write to friends in just the next town cuz who has TIME anymore?!
please pray for us as we mourn the loss of our dear eileen, the most thoughtful woman in the world.