more wordy wendesday

it is Wednesday right? christmas totally threw me off.

many many thanks for the encouragement for my writing... made this mama smile =]

ohhh kay, here we go.

"The Name is Asher Kelevra, though i need no introduction. i am everything you wish you were and more. boys love me, girls wish they were me... people who dont even know me, hate me, and that right there means i run this fucking town.
Let me tell you the half of it. my mother is dead. my anti-father is much too busy saving lives to save his daughter, and i spend my time with my father-sized dog, frank. there once was a boy, that i liked wasting time with, the legend that is tyler kerry i got my love and my drugs from him. he was the essence of convenient... but he broke my wrist on not - so - accident so i said bye bye birdie. no one puts asher in a hospital. and i'll bet after one more oxy, i wont even miss him. Asher kelevra needs no one, dont forget it.
i stand outside a run down ranch home, bass thumping, rattling its windows, the smell of weed strong enough to notice a block away. this place is gunna get busted. but that doesnt make me turn my ass around and leave. i walk up the steps and in the door like its a fucking runway, and everyone is truly happy that i'm here. this party's success was just cemented by my presence. your welcome. i find a drink, wading my way through drooling boys with big dreams. "Wheres Judah" i call over the music. Robby, Tyler Kerry's right hand man greets me and leads the way to the back of the house. Tyler opperates as a split personality. Tyler Kerry is the popular, loved, strong and defiant high school top dog. Judah is more of an adult. Judah is business. Judah deals with utmost profession, regardless of Tyler Kerrys personal feelings towards whatever addict comes his way. only problem is both Tyler AND Judah love me with an unwavering desperation.
Robby opens the door to some sort of bedroom, where Judah sits at a desk with a peice of paper.
"Miss Kelevra," he smiles standing.
"Judah." i say with zero enthusiasm.
He walks over to me. he's still twice my size, even in these monster heels i'm wearing. he stands just a little too close and looks down at me with amusement.
"What can i do for you, little girl?" he asks. 80% of the time i wish he wouldve broken my neck instead of my wrist.
"My usual." i say.
"you got the money."
"Dumb question."
of course i had the money. you dont come to judah with empty pockets unless you have a death wish.
"How would you like to get your usual for free?"
"another dumb question. your on a roll, doll."
he studies me.
"You miss me."
"you love me not." i reply.
"I do though. i swear that was an accident. get back with me and i'll get all your shit for free."
"Tempting but id rather pay and live then get it for free and get beaten to death."
im making him very mad and thats a very dumb thing to do but i dont care. he's annoying me.
i pull out a fat wad of my daddy's hard earned cash and slap it into Judah's hand.
"i'll take my goods to go." i grin.
"Oh come on Asher. stay awhile." he says.
"Nah. theres cops outside, i best be on my way." i smile wide
Judah looks out the window and curses. "son of a bitch. come on, let's go." he opens the window that leads to the side of the house and steps out. i follow him, but only because i have too. we sneak through the neighbors yard, he grabbed my hand but i let him hold it because i cant see in the dark. we hear screams as the cops bust the party and i just laugh and laugh... i called it.
we jump into Tylers car, which i know is a bad idea. once i'm in there, i dont have a whole lot of power. i dont have a lot of bargaining. once i'm in that car i am at Tyler's discretion. Bad Desicions are my specialty. i step in and the door slams behind me, like a sentencing of sorts...