hello again ladies! weekend confessional time!
% it concerns me just how often i have to say "babe stop making fun of the baby"
% i just realized yesterday that i only have 3 months to get this families shit together before we move! i need to start packing in like a month.. and we still have to go home and find a home & jobs im terrified..
%i really wish carl & caitlin would come live with us.. it just seems too perfect!
%this one is hardest for me to admitt because of all the stigma.... i live in CA. ive been told that id be better off taking medical marijuana for my health problems as opposed to my narcotics, its healthier and has less risks. i thought that nurse was totally insane, that was my last resort!! but i am on my last nerve with these meds.. they scare me, considering how strong they are. im terrified ill accidently overdose, im scared ill get addicted.. i have numerous panic attacks worrying that ill stop breathing in my sleep from these.. so starting yesterday i began researching medical marijuana & found a legal reputable service that delivers it to your home in the form of pills, food, chewing gum, hard candy, even lotion... im considering the topical lotion for my joint pain... but im afraid ill loose my friends. or loose the respect of everyone around me.. i just want to make sure im here for my babies.. narcotic pills are scaring me! & killing my liver. would you loose respect if i used "weed" lotion? i wouldnt want to get the food on the off chance that someone else got into it..
%i feel like a wimp thanks to that last confession..i shouldnt be concerned about other people when its my body & my pain & my schedule that i have to get thru day to day..
% now that hai started her therapies we have a minimum of 7 appointments per week... i dont see how i could possibly handle that with the condition i'm in.
% one dose of excedrin migraine got rid of a SIX DAY migrain in 5 minutes. im in love..
% i read a 303 page book in two days this week.. NERD. i love reading so much... btw simone elkles is an incredible author..
eh. thats all i got. i feel an incredible weight is lifted now that i confessed about my MM... i never even tried pot in high school! thats why its such a big deal to me... siiigh. talk to me ladies..
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i would def. not lose respect for you! not only 'cuz i see nothing wrong with marijuana, but because you need it! if you didn't try it, i think it'd be dumb. haha, i love the first one. sometimes, i think sergey's going to give Melina a lisp for the way he talks to her. it's silly, but weird. lol. i loveeee you. psh, i wish bri, sergey, and melina could move in is much better sounding ;]]
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